I hate feeling like I need someone and I need him. When we hit our first little “rough patch” I had all this immediate flash backs and I broke down. I cried, I threw up. I sank into this terrible sadness, even if it was for a short period time. I couldn’t take it. I am so deep, so far into us that it can’t be healthy for me. I wrapped into your smile, pulled into your personality. We haven’t been together for like EVER, like some people but I can feel this and it feels right. It took me 3 years to find someone who I knew I could have an amazing relationship with and it scares the shit out of me.
Everything is so right and I am so happy…..and that is the most terrifying part.